Induction... freaked out yet calm wtf?

Scheduled for induction for Monday. I'm a little panicked... but also calm. I'm getting the old carseat from my previous kids cleaned and ready, rules and instructions for my bff/sister for watching the kids, dropping off my dog at my parents so she can enjoy 10 acres of snow fun rather than be cooped up (one less problem for my sis to deal with)

Trying to get the house clean so I'm not going insane when I get back. Make sure I have plenty of my toddlers cloth diapers clean cause my sis is not big on them but understands why I use them. I'm also Trying to rest and relax so I don't push myself into labor.

I will be 39 weeks and 3 days when I'm induced. No one chew me out we are all worried about a possible heart defect that may or may not have been spotted on the ultrasound. This kiddo has been hiding her heart behind my belly button this entire pregnancy so they haven't been able to confirm. She had an elevated heart rate earlier this week so this inducing is medically necessary.

It's so weird. I feel ready but at the same time I don't feel ready. Hubby is excited telling everyone at work and pushing the paperwork through to take the week off fully paid. His mom and grandma are excited, my parents are excited and I'm just over here like confused AF.