ectopic pregnancy

2 days ago I was experiencing the worst cramps in my life so my husband took me to the ER. After an extremely painful ultrasound we learned my embryo implanted in my left Fallopian tube, rupturing it and causing me to bleed internally. My entire pelvic area was full of blood. They had to do emergency surgery on me to end the pregnancy and drain the blood. It was the most physically painful experience in my life and now I'm left to deal with the emotional pain. My heart is broken