Symptoms????

I am curious to know what everyone is experiencing symptoms wise? If you're willing, please post how far along you are, what you've experienced so far. :) i have tried different talk groups and this one is the most user friendly. I haven't found out whether I am pregnant or not yet. I've been trying to conceive for almost 2 years now. I've gotten pregnant twice that I know of and unfortunately lost both babies. I am currently 12dpo and waiting for the right time to test. I was able to track my ovulation time this month which was helpful, so that's why I think this month looks promising. If you want please post even what you're symptoms were before you found out you were pregnant. I just need reassurance. I am not looking to any of my friends to talk to because they all probably think i'm nuts by now. I don't know what it is. I think losing a baby makes me just want to have one even more. I hope you guys can be understanding. I know this is why it's called the 2 week wait. It gets embarrassing after a while when i've gotten pregnant, told the family so they can pray for a great outcome and then miscarry again. So I want to keep this one silent if i am blessed this month. Thank you all for taking the time to read my post. I was probably more venting than anything. Thank you for letting me do that too! :)