body posi?

This may be pointless to some but to me it's something I wish I would have realized a long time ago. I spent my whole teenage life comparing my body to every beautiful woman's body. Amber Rose to Angelina Jolie, all types of bodies I had to look up to and you know what? I spent so much time hating myself and starving myself and skipping meals to run until my legs gave out. Today, I'm 5'3 and weigh 135. Biggest I have ever been. I am muscular but I also have fat on my body. I have acne, I have scars and many stretch marks and cellulite. But you know what? I've never been so happy with the way I look. I no longer feel the need to be so strict with my diet and working out. I look at myself as me and I don't compare myself to anyone anymore because this is my body. My temple, I can decorate it and I can do my best to take care of it. But I will not skip meals, I will not hurt myself every again. Tattoos have stopped me from self harm, they've covered up old scars and I am so thankful that I have reached this point in my life. Please, PLEASE no matter what your weight is, don't skip meals because you are unhappy with yourself. Don't overwork, things take time & it's not easy but have faith and love in yourself!! I know a lot of people out there struggle with eating disorders and their self confidence but please try to love yourselves beautifuls!!