i was i too harsh or rude this was sent to my "mother" names have been changed (if there is questions or thing need to be clarify i will be happy too with UPDATES )

why do you have to lie for ?!!! 

i feel like i dont have parents who care about me but im glad i have my grandparents & john's parents plus i see john's parents more than i see my own that a shame . all you care about is your friends & you dont care about me or jacob & if boy can see you now he would be very very disappointed & you know that you need to get you life together you have two kids still & you cant blame it on losing one of your sons & dad cheating on you but you need to get your life straight before you lose me bc im tired of this im tired on not having my mom i want my mom back the one who was always there when i needed her the most & not be on a high she doesnt even know what she is talking about im glad i have john's mom she was been here for me bc your not & your not going to be on my life if your dont get your shit together (& im not sorry for say this thing bc that how i feel honestly) you lost a good & caring man bc of that your doing with those low lifes who dont even care about you james jacob & i care about you but if you think those low life drug addicts care about you your wrong !!! i dont have a mom but at the same time i do i have john's mom plus grandma & i dont have a dad but at the same time i have two james & john's dad plus my grandpa they have been there for me where have you & dad been you have been doing crack & ice in the meantime dad has been missing either in jail/prison or out in the streets doing who knows what im done of all the crap