(Sorry its sideways )

Sooooo... im 6wks exactly today 1/20 n on saturday- i was playing w my neice pickin her up few times , shes only 4 n sooo tiny . I didnt think it wuld matter... sooo anywho sunday comes and i start bleeding not painful just bleeding n today it starts to clear up ..(i didnt go right away, because bleeding is common n it wasnt painful ... Pgh Magee tends to just sends u home , even tho your holding your baby in your arms basically)

Sooo i wait n it lightens soo i still feel pregnant , my emotions are extremely tender, still nauseated as i write ... but the ER says your likely to miscarry... sooo thats heart-breaking besides the fact the way she told me so cheerful n pleasant wasnt a stab enough... but

My body is giving me mixed signals , my heart is tellin me your baby is sticking .. they dont knowww .. but i was broken when leaving but expressing to my SO , my true feelings n beliefs..

I pray for high results n his blessings he has in store for me ... but til i acturally find out what that is ... im gonna continue taking my prenatal vitamins n take it easy n wait for sunday to come n see blood work ... n if they say something bad , i will continue to stay high spirited and proced to my 1st app where i would be about 9 wks and see where i stand there.... me and my love will regroup frm that platform not the baby factorys... that couldve helpd me in my previous pregnancy... (i was always there asking whats wrong , n the kept sending me home) just pray for me ladies , thats all i could truly askk.. 😇😇💛💕.

Goodnight or Goodmorning

Its 3 am where im at...

(What time is it, where your located??)