So SICK of TTC!

This is just a vent, so please consider your self warned...

I am just so drained from this whole process! I just can't stand it anymore, it makes me not even want to get pregnant!

I am so tired of temping and checking all my symptoms, timing everything, stressing constantly!

I never want to have sex anymore, I hardly want to get together with friends because they don't know we're trying so I always have to lie and come up with some other reason for not drinking, and I'm just so tied of the whole damn thing! I feel like if I found out I was pregnant tomorrow I wouldn't even be happy, I'd just be relieved this whole mess is over!