Starting to feel Depressed..

I got really sick before Christmas .. I mean REALLY sick. I got the flu x 10 that lasted for two weeks. My body really took a toll but finally I recovered in time for NYE. I promised myself I was going to make this year really count and try my hardest to do better for myself etc.. I started with buying myself a brand new car. It's my first car and I was so proud of myself, I still am. But it came with several unseen issues that a brand new 2017 automobile should not be experiencing. Basically they won't give me a new one and have to keep fixing it.. finally after a month I finally got it back, but it came back with another issue I'll have to fix again, it's never ending. Then, I threw out my back to the point I could not stand up. This lasted another two weeks and had to miss some work. Now.. I have some sort of hemerrhoid/fissure thing that I don't even know what it is and omg like will this ever end? I've only had shit happen to me in these past few months and I'm physically exhausted.. I'm tired of being in pain  😔 now I'm getting so scared to do ANYTHING so I won't hurt myself.. all I want to do is lie in bed, I don't know what to do 😔