Single!!! The waiting game 😔

I'm so tired of being single! I'm trying to be patient! I crave that love and affection that only a SO can bring. I'm fighting temptation. I'm trying not run back to the one who doesn't care and just want sex. It's hard. I feel unattractive. Even on my good days I get no play from guys. I'm away from my home state. I've been here for two years and i have no friends so I don't go out much. Only with my 8 year old.    I just hope God is preparing me for someone special. I know I'm beautiful and have good qualities. I can't wait until my future husband see it in me!