It's complicated...

I think I just had a bit of an anxiety spell over my relationship. I love my boyfriend so much. But for a long time I've noticed we're really different. He's not one to be super affectionate. He'll do things like open doors for me most of the time but other than that he's not really a common courtesy type of guy. He doesn't realize when he's being rude to me and when I get upset he gets mad too. He definitely loves me. He's just like that with everyone. We're really young but I think maybe we're just do different and possibly both have some maturing to do? But I love him so much and I couldn't stand him not being in my life. We can laugh together most of the time, and physical stuff together is really great, but sometimes he seems to be a little too sexually focused. Lately though, he's been more emotional with me. We're both pretty stressed because I missed my period, and there's a small chance I could be pregnant. I guess things are kind of complicated. Last problem is I feel like I focus too much on him but I can't stop. I get really stressed out about other things in my life and feel like maybe I need to take time to learn to love myself. I don't know what to do because we're so in love but so different and it makes me so stressed. It feels awful to need a break from your best friend.