hurt and confused.

Never have I thought that fertility issues would affect the outcome of marriage. Actually I never pictured a life without my husband and having children. I suffer from endometriosis and it has caused complications which turned into our fertility issues. Had one ectopic pregnancy that landing me in ER wth blood transfusion and scary situation for both my husband and I. Three year later another ectopic pregnancy that was caught earl one. This has caused us pain and my husband to feel lost. He now tells me he sees his future one without me in it. He would like to prepare ourselves for separation. I now have a mix of emotions, most which mainly includes major confusion as to me this came out of left field! I feel hurt, angry, and betrayed.