Feeling alone😭

So my AF came today (one day early) and I had a little pink spotting two days ago which I thought was implantation bleeding- well hoped anyway. I'm just so depleted. I feel like I try to be there for everyone else but when I have this kind of disappointment that no one is there for me- which I can somewhat understand since I don't have many friends TTC but idk. I'm sad and wish that I felt that I was cared about as much as I care about others. Sorry for the negative rant. I'm just feeling alone and hopeless.