Supposed to be due tomorrow.

I just need to vent a little bit. Tomorrow on Valentine's Day of all days I was supposed to be due. We found out when I was 11 weeks along that we lost our baby. My fiancé is amazing but he was raised to let go of things you can't control. I on the other hand am very emotional. Little things trigger me and I already know I'm gonna be a hot mess tomorrow, and I work...I am trying to be positive as I know when it's right it we will have our little miracle. It just sucks, does anyone have any tips to help cope? 😔