roses really smell like shit

Ok I'm gonna try to keep this short and sweet...this time last year I was in the second month of the most amazing relationship I had ever experienced in my life...Getting ready to celebrate Valentine's Day with someone who treated like a queen... needless to say last Valentine's Day was the best day ever...only thing is our relationship was over by June last year...I thought I was over it but here Iam one day before Valentine's Day crying like a baby afraid that I might never be that happy again.....somebody help me though this 😰😭😭😭😭😭😭😭