frustrated

Lauren
My fiancé and I lost our baby in October. It's been months of emotions and trying to conceive again with no luck.
We just found out that his ex and her boyfriend are pregnant with twins. They have a baby under 1 and 4 other kids between them. Of course neither of them has a job. They haven't for years now.
I feel so ridiculous for being so angry and irritated about them having two more babies, but I am. 
I'm angry that even though we both have good jobs, a home, and are able to provide, we cannot have a baby, but it seems like those who don't provide for their kids just keep getting pregnant so easily. 
I can't be the only one who gets frustrated with things like this. I guess it's even more so since it hits close to home