Here's everything i can think of..

Im in college and dont get the subject im taking.

My husband supports me while I'm going to school -but complains I dont have a job, even tho we were gonna take turns going.

We live at my parents house, who are old and don't believe in fun.

I love being home, but my relationships with my parents is extremely strained.

They think my husband is lazy.

They obviously think im there failure.. i was a accident, and my too older sisters have hospital jobs and are very successful. One married a rich guy and retired at 25.. theyre in their 30s now.

Im 23 and have no savings. We life paycheck to paycheck. Parents just keep the house over our heads. (Im thankful).

Im lazy, but idk why. I actually love to cook and clean but I cant get myself to do it. The house cleaning is my responsibility.

Icry every day on the way home from school. It's so discouraging that I literally understand none of it. I'm having to retake chemistry alone this semester because i failed it last time.. I still dont get it. I was in special ed since 2nd grade... i feel like I'm so stupid.. i just want to hear and know my dad and husbands proud of me.. i just want to hear my dad say that agian before he's gone..

Because of me taking one class at a time/retaking them im taking up more time at school, which makes my husband upset with me.

I dont even want to work.. i always wanted to be a stay at home mom. I feel like I could be the best mom.. not that I even have periods anymore..

I have the worst memory. Which makes everything harder.

I just want it to stop. Im so ready to stop.

Im sorry about my typing.