So sick

I need to rant. I'm a 16 yr old, type 1 diabetic.. I'm so sick of this condition I can scream. Tonight I just feel like starving myself because I'm sick of all the highs. Its been nearly 3 yrs since diagnoses.

There are people out there who have such bad diets and have type 2... Sometimes I just want to shout out and say 'YOU'RE LUCKY, YOU CAN DO SOMETHING!!' .... I eat so healthy, I exercise and I still nothing will ever cure it.

Apologies for the rant. I know I'm selfish because people are actually dying of something worse out there....

I just need to let off a bit of steam...

I hate crying over something that's not going to be resolved...

Sorry, again....

:'(