ex....

So I broke up with my boyfriend today. We were arguing almost everyday over stupid stuff and I just felt like it wasn't working anymore. And we go to school together (thankfully don't have classes with him) so I will still see him a lot. Even though I was the one that ended it, i'm heartbroken. He was the first one I truly loved and it breaks my heart that it's over. But I'm trying to tell myself that it's for the best. I don't think I was happy anymore. I've spent most of my life taking care of other people and making sure that they were okay and happy. Their needs always came first while mine took a backseat. But lately i've just been tired of being sad and depressed all the time (note, i have been diagnosed with anxiety, depression, and a mild eating disorder). so i decided to try to take the first step in getting better. which is putting myself first.