OCD worse while pregnant.

Juli
Hi everyone. I'm currently 15 weeks pregnant. I was diagnosed with OCD at a young age, I am now 27. I always had intrusive thoughts and compulsions. The ritualistic behaviors usually come in under major stress. So basically my OCD became very extreme from week 6-12 and now it's pretty bad but not the worst. I keep having obsessive thoughts about not loving my baby. I'm so scared I won't feel anything and that I will regret being a mom. I know that I'm obsessing because I really don't want to feel this way. My husband is insanely supportive and knows I will be a great mom. I'm just so scared I won't because OCD and anxiety have always clouded my vision of everything. I'm not on any meds because I'm trying to figure out how much of this is hormones and how much is just me. Just looking for some advice about how to handle this or even just someone who knows how I am feeling. Thank you!