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A little oops a couple weeks ago, and at first I was freaking out because I just gave birth 8 weeks ago, and I'm so not ready for another baby just yet. I took a pregnancy test to make sure I wasn't before I started my mini birth control pills, and when the second line didn't show up I felt disappointed and I have no idea why :( I miss being pregnant but I know I'm not ready for another one yet.. I seriously spent 5 minutes looking at the test like I used to THINKING I see a second line and when I realized it wasn't there I was kind of sad... sorry just a bit of a vent...