omg how was giving birth ❕

My doctors 👨‍⚕️ and midwife told me that I can't have any drugs during delivery I need to mentally prepare and definitely need some girl talk on this because I'm just overwhelmed . For the woman who have been asking I can't have any drugs because I'm more likely to develop blood clots then your average woman unfortunately. So for the safety of me and my child I have to do all natural 😩