40 weeks tomorrow.

I have been SO ill lately i am so tired of being ill all the time, mainly these last few days and tonight i just feel like crying well i did actually, for no reason i havent really been emotionally thoughtout my pregnancy maybe 1 or 2 other times. Could this mean labor is near? Also i am extremely tired! 😔 i am miserable nothing fits me i feel fat and ugly I have a hemorrhoid and stinky vag that doesnt seem to go away cause of all the discharge. I feel awful, i hate being ill i dont mean to be i just am. I manly hate it for my 2 year old and husband i am a stay at home mother all i do everyday is clean clean clean i cant stand a mess, and take care of our son. 24/7 and my husband myself and our dog I do EVERYTHING other then pay our bills. I am just so tired of being pregnant i cant wait to feel myself again. 😴😥