I'm not excited.

Jessica • Mommy of 3 ❤💜💙

So I forgot that we had a condom break while I was ovulating. And now we're probably pregnant. I took a test and got a very faint line.

I'm 22 years old.

I'm a mom of two. 4 and 1.

I work a full time job that doesn't pay fantastically.

SO just switched jobs and is unhappy looking again because new job was supposed to be a great opportunity that fucked him over.

We still live with my parents because it was cheaper for everyone (especially now that my dad recently lost his job because he cost too much to keep).

I'm really upset by the thought of being pregnant.

I wanted another but not now. Not for a while. But here I am again and I just want to cry. Things are good, but not ideal. We could handle it but we have so much to deal with already.

I'm just now really sad.