Needing advice
I want to vent a little. I had got into my first "relationship" last Friday and the same day we officially met. My friend of many years set us up. Now, this has been completely messy from the get go. The first time we talked he and I clicked really damn well. It turned into a two hour call. We always talked for at least an hour or two at a time. It was such a wonderful feeling to share part of you with another person and them being interested by it. Just as it started to get good, it did a 360. Our date consisted of him holding my hands when they were cold, concentrating on my soul whilst licking his lip and tbh his expression looked like something out of 50 Shades which he then said my eyes were beautiful followed by putting his hand on my knee and went up slightly to give it a good squeeze. After that, we went into his truck when he then proceeded to ask me to be his girlfriend, I said yes, we sealed it with a kisses, they were horrible from my part because I'm unexperienced. After that he hasn't called much nor even acted like he cares. I feel extremely guilty for placing myself in this situation which could've been prevented. I wish I didn't beat myself down about it because it happened and I just need to except it and move forward. On top of all this nonsense my boss told me to come into her office. I had gotten another verbal warning and I have a bad feeling I'm being fired for not finishing everything on time. It's so weird how life works. I was starting to have a fresh start and now it slaps me in the face.. I want to talk to this guy about how he treated me. A couple days ago I asked him if he wanted me to come down this coming Friday and he wanted me to. I want him to have a chance to explain himself which will more than likely be bullshit. Plus, his demeanor will allow me to know if he's sincerely sorry or another fuckboy I encountered. I'm feeling extremely lost. Have you ever had your first kiss with a dumbass? How did you handle it? Can you give me advice if you were in my situation?
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