Negatives

C
Ttc 15 m. (18 cycles) 
29/f  DH is 31
Moderate Endo/lap oct '14 
High prolactin/Cabergoline (2xs/wk) 
IUI #1 BFN 
AF showed two days early. Possibly the worst bday gift I've ever received. I'm trying to wrap my head around the fact that I may never be able to have children and be ok with it so Im not so devistated month after month. It's making me feel so depressed. How do you cope with negatives? I'm Having a very hard time this month.