there's the big blow AGAIN! 😭

It was looking so good and then this morning POOMPFFF!!! Bloody big dip! Two years Iv been doing this and every damn month the same thing... however, every other month I just shit my mouth and hope next month will be better... we'll not this month, I'm actually so heart broken and deflated I actually now give in 😫 sorry I just had to rant at how unfair life actually is sometimes...