should I give it a try? ldr

My ex boyfriend and I grew up together. We've been through a ton lot of shit we don't have proper families always had each other and our friends. He's hella talented and it's always been his dream to become an artist and I fully supported him all the way through. 

After years of stuggelig he got a record deal and I'm extremely proud of him. Another few struggeling years have passed since he lost preactically everything and more again. The past 2 years have been pretty good tho. He's finally getting bigger and bigger but we broke up before he released his 2nd record. 

I wasn't ready to leave our hometown (won't say which one because people will most likely recognize him) and I stayed with his daughter. He had a baby with another woman and it wasnt planned and shortly after she was pregnant we came together so no cheating involved.

She's 7 turning 8 soon so you can see how insanely hard this was for us. I love her like my own child and I've raised her. Now he's trying for so long for us to come back togethew but I'm not sure. Their touring is insane and I know they have so much female company. I can totally trust him but what would you do? I don't know if I can do this because he's barely around and I feel like I'd hold him back from the rockstar/rapper lifestyle he always worked for so hard. 

I really need advice and no judgeing.