did anyone else not really like babies until the had their own?

Probably didn't say that right. But before I wasn't really into babies or even thought they were cute or basically liked anything, never even made the effort to carry a newborn.  Then I found out I was pregnant and I was like oh crap, had my baby & now I'm like in love with every single baby i meet or see! 
But I still get scared to carry a newborn, although my son is a year old already 🤔