No heartbeat at 9 weeks :(

Today I went for my 9 weeks check up. When I got my ultrasound I didn't see a heartbeat. Worst thing ever. It's my 3rd loss and I got to see my baby every week and today was heartbreaking. We had been trying for 6 years after our last misscariage. I am getting a DC done tommorrow. I think thats what you call it. I am grieving my loss and I can't stop crying. Hearing those words.."You baby has not heartbeat, unfortunantly the baby has passed away. Were really sorry for your loss." My worst nightmare ever. I wasn't prepared for that today. My world feel like it has ended I have nothing to look forward to everyday. My smile has faded away. Tearsroll down  continuously without ending. But down deep I know God took my baby for a reason. Heaven has gained my 3rd Angel today.