I'm just done...

its nikole 🌹 • Who cares...
So I've been having issues with my SO. The thing about it is ive found emails between his ex and him back in January. They pretty much were him confiding in her about us. Him telling her he's pretty much lost without her and he loves her. Like any woman I'd feel like I was doing something wrong. He makes sure everyone around him is pleased but when it comes to me I have to settle for the bullshit. As far as the emails and such I made him cut that off and if I ever saw anything like it again hell would be unleashed. Well today I'm feeling so unimportant. I ran across a post on here where The girl was stating she was a place holder for her man. He literally dumped her after he found someone else. My issue is I'm feeling the same thing! I don't feel appreciated or loved. His response was this however i feel it's only words on paper and there's been no action behind this. Please give me some advice to how to handle this!!! I'm losing it with this.