No orgasm

I have never had an orgasm through penetration. I know this is normal for many women, this isn't a post about that. This is me saying I think I'm finally starting to become comfortable with my body and the things that are happening during sex (ex. noises that are made) that I started feeling like an orgasm was on the way. Normally during sex, my mind is racing with so many thoughts including "can I just orgasm for once?" and never really "wow this feels so good". But not today. Today I really focused on how good he felt in me that I could feel the starting of an orgasm, but then I would think of something else and it'd go away. So next time, I'm going to try to only think of how good it feels and not if I should be doing this/that and hopefully my day will come soon!