feeling defeated....

Erin • Mommy to 2 boys. 💙💙 trying for #3.
So yesterday I posted on here that I was 6dpo and having some bleeding. I thought it could've been implantation bleeding. But this morning it's still there. And now a little blood is showing up in the toilet. So I'm thinking that this is too much blood to be implantation bleeding. So I guess now I wait for it to flow like a normal period and wait for cycle day 1. 😖😩