Anxiuos

AF due in 5 days. This is the first cycle we've ttc after a mc in February. I've been having cramps and heartburn off and on... Even nauseous 1dpo and 4dpo...I just have a feeling... I'm having a REALLY hard time not testing...I did test on Saturday and it was negative.. Today is 10dpo. I just want to scream!!!! Would it hello ease my mind if I just break down and test tomorrow morning?! When I tested on Saturday it was late in the day not FMU...