I bought my ticket there is no looking back

mariaaaa
A solid year of dating this guy who was not the nicest to me. To keep things short. 
I am heading home. Goodbye to west coast. Back to Michigan I go.
I been contemplating on this Move for MONTHS but I never would go for it because I was too scared to start over and of course to leave west coast.
Which means, find work, living with parents until I'm ready to do it myself, and again....single. 
As I think....My sister has it good. She divorced found a man year later and getting married to him( I don't mean by the divorce but by how easy she can find someone) And here I am starting over again!!!!!!!!! No marriage ever. Nor kids.
Lord I been so loyal to you, what's up with this?! It's like he places me in same position to start over. I don't get it.
Wish me well. I am proud I left...finally!
 They say it always happens once you leave a messy situation WELL I did twice.....and here I am.
Sorry for venting more like crying about this lm just tired of waiting 

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