Heartbroken

So we decided last night that we are not going to TTC anymore. Even this cycle is a waste as this is my fertile week & I finally have 2 great size follicles. He's likely getting a new job & we will have to be away from each other for at least a year - a year and a half with only seeing each other once or twice a month. He doesn't want to miss everything if I get pregnant. Plus we can't afford 2 rents & childcare; which is about $1,700/month here. I know it's the best thing but I'm devastated. Thank you ladies so much for all of your support.