BFN with PCOS

Yet again another negative I know the problem is mee since he already has like 3/4 kids but the thing that hurts the most is after years and years of going in the hospital every single weekend for 3 months at a time skipping another 3 months and repeating by going back again and all though I knew there was something was wrong with me and that happened five years ago until just recently now I just found out last week I have PCOS!!! I dont know how to deal if anyone can give me words of wisdom or words of encouragement to continue my spirit in ttc!