I'm Not Used To Feelings !

So there This Guy We Been Talking for a while now he does everything right he goes to school he works Uber and lyft but he did hit me with he too focused on school for a girlfriend yet did everything to make a girl fall for him... I recently deleted him from everything to avoid disappointment again or false hope 😔 But I Miss Him like crazy & Know I messed up but I just didn't wanna stick around and look STUPID .... he at least deserved to know the reason I walked away was cuz I was Getting Feeling For Him Not Loosing.... 😕