I feel weird :/

So I'm on here to track my period, but the closer I get to starting testosterone, the less I feel I should be anywhere near the forums? Like, I feel like I'm intruding in a space that's not my own. It's a bittersweet feeling because a lot of the world still thinks I would belong here, but I just feel really out of place and... I dunno, like I should let this be a women's only place?

Anonymous because I'm a chicken. ^^;