heartbroken and hopeless

I posted yesterday about being broken up with. After several years with my boyfriend who I thought was the one. About being absolutely destroyed emotionally and about being depressed. I even mentioned feeling suicidal. I have had clinical depression and anxiety for 5+ years and there have been a few instances where I have felt suicidal. 
However, my post was reported and deleted. Before I even got to see any responses or advice that I needed so terribly. 
My question is, why? Depression and suicidal tendencies are not to be reported and deleted. They are to be discussed and talked through. That's how people fight through their depression and that's how I fight through my depression. By talking to people about it. 

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