Why did I do that...

Me being the nervous nelly that I am, decided to take a pt even though my at ISnT due until next Saturday :) I KNEW it would be negative but, this is our first month "trying" so a little part of me thought "maybe, jusssst maybe" of course it was negative and I was extremely surprised at how sad I was to see it, even though I was expecting it. God how can I last another week?!?!