self conscious

This is completely off topic but I feel so.. I don't even know. So I have amblyopia (lazy eye) and I'm beyond self conscious about it, like BEYOND self conscious, I always try and hide it anyways, my boyfriend was talking to me today and he was like 'I love everything about you, you're perfect' and was listing everything about me and was like 'your little lazy eye' 🌚😂😂😂😂 and I don't know why but I feel embarrassed as fuck and like I keep thinking to myself that he's lying and that he deserves better. Am I being silly? 😩 I just feel so weird and I don't know why and I feel like how can he find me attractive with it? Ah idk