6 Days DPO!!! The struggle of waiting is REAL!!!

So I had a legit anxiety attack yesterday !! I was googling because I've started having some clear water CM and sometimes white kinda thicker CM as the day progresses for the last 2 days ...((mind you this is after my peak and ovulation CM I went 2 days dry as a bone and then this )) google queen here did some googling and sought out early pregnancy symptoms and this one one of them !! As early has 4 days DPO this can happen ! Anyway ! Googled what could be a EDD and low and behold on my birthday 🤗 so I was like gotta test now ! Tested at 5 DPO and BFN tested again this am at 6DPO and had VERY VERY faint line .. assuming I'm having line eyes will test again Monday morning but UGH ! The anxiety is killing me !