Do you have a special ability??

I do... I'm a "empathist"

(Being an empath is when you are affected by other people’s energies, and have an innate ability to intuitively feel and perceive others.  Your life is unconsciously influenced by others’ desires, wishes, thoughts, and moods. Being an empath is much more than being highly sensitive and it’s not just limited to emotions. Empaths can perceive physical sensitivities and spiritual urges, as well as just knowing the motivations and intentions of other people. You either are an empath or you aren’t.  It’s not a trait that is learned)

I feel what others feel. Sometimes if I'm around more than one person I get overwhelmed with to many feelings that I will break down. I feel hate, love, fear, sadness, happiness you name it. I sometimes hate it because if one person has 5 different feelings going on it messes me up. They say it's something your born with or not, it's not something you learn.