Need to vent 2weeks old caught meningitis

Im so upset my lil one got a fever a few days ago took him into to the hospital come to find out he got MENINGITIS so he got admitted needs to do 21 days of treatment 😢🙏it breaks my heart having to leave him everynight to come home because i cant sleep their with him plus i have 4 other kids to take care off me and my husband are trying so hard not too loose it but its so difficult im trying to recover from giving birth and my husband works the kids need to get to school theirs cleaning cooking ect. To get done at home never been in this situation but if their is anyone out their that can give me some helpful advise on how to cope with all this that would be awsome!!! My anxiety and stress is up the roof i feel like im coming down with the flu ........