I Miss Being In a Relationship!!!😭

I broke up with him because we were spiraling into depression, and some weeks later I began to miss him a lot. Something really awful happened between us in these past few days and I began to hate him. Now I'm completely over him but the issue is that I still miss the relationship. I miss having someone to hug and hold and kiss and adore and sleep with and make love to... it feels so weird not having someone with me to love and it hurts. Will this ever go away with time? Or will the feeling only go away when I find someone to love?