.... umm

Lately I really have been wanting a girl that I can be close friends with who has a man where me and her would just chill the two of us, take nudes together for our mans makeout and hook up when we want then when were both hanging with our boys we suck our mans dicks while they play 2k 😂 or while thier fucking us we can be making out and feel up on eachother. Am I weird and wrong for this?