May I vent?

I have a plan (Dream) that's so far fetched it scares me. I don't know how I'm Gods names am I going  o achieve it. Not much people believe in me. 😓 But I'm still going at it everyday. I make music as an artist ❤️ it's the only thing I the world that can make me happy. Calms me when I'm stressed and cures me from boredom. I love music I'm looking for a job lol I need the cash. It gets hard sometimes tbh. And at times I want to give up but then what? What will I do?? I just wanted to vent lol thanks for reading. If you're going through something similar let me know.