what is going on with me?

Question

Okay so my boyfriend and I have been dating for a year and a half. I'm graduating high school next Sunday but my boyfriend is a junior in high school.  
So normally I tell my boyfriend to pull out just for added protection when we have sex but I am on birth control and we use condoms every time we have sex. But lately I've really been wanting him not to pull out. I have no idea why. But I've really been wanting a baby. And I talked to him about what I've been feeling and wanting a baby. But I don't want to add pressure or stress or anything by us having a baby. But I for some reason really want one. 
I'm thinking maybe it's cause I had a miscarriage two years ago with an ex, and some of my friends have gotten pregnant and have a kid and I'm like lowkey jealous because I never got to have what they do. But I truly have no idea. Someone help me understand what's going on😪

Answer

There is nothing wrong with you, you have baby fever, so do a lot of us who don't want to get pregnant yet. Don't act on it until you're in a place where you can support yourself and a baby comfortably. Teen pregnancy isn't glamorous, it's hard.

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You're just finishing high school. You have so much of your life to experience and eventually having a baby can be one of them. Don't be one of those people who have a baby because they are "like low key jealous" because someone has something you don't. You change so much as a person these next few years so I'd wait. The last thing you want to do is regret your life because you had to have a baby right now.

Answer

Please don't have a baby. Enjoy life, plenty of time to have kids. You could come hangout with my 3 for a day and realize it's not all rainbows and puppies and be glad you have freedom now.

what is going on with me?

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