I want a divorce

My so selfish husband told me I was barely pregnant since lost baby at 6 weeks but found out on my 8 week check up. I told him all I wanted was for him to get me a Mother's Day card and he replied for what. All I do is go to his family function n he refused to go to anything with my friends or the few family events my family does. I secretly hate him n thinking of looking for a divorce lawyer. We will be together 10 years n married for 5. All he fucking does is talk about himself n his problems. I never hated him so much till today.