please help!! I know it's probably an evap but I can't help but hope

I know this Is 99.99% likely an evap but I've never had an evap pregnancy test. I know the only way to know for sure is to take another one but I'm being indulgent and hopeful. This was taken yesterday because I was starting acupuncture and wanted to make sure i wasn't pregnant and within the timeframe (3 mins) it was negative but I pulled it out for god knows what reason (obviously I like to punish myself 😒) and I swear there's a line. I'm just going to let it go because I've kind of given up and really can't stand the disappointment anymore, but I can't help but hope (again a glutton for punishment 🙄) I guess I'm just sharing 🤷🏻‍♀️ but what you ladies think? Any hope at all?! Th line is really super faint but you can see it way better in person, this was the first pic you can see even the shadow.